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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Songs that were never sung...!!!

Hey lovelorns ..!!
Unrequited love is the most mind wrenching feeling that a person has at the best phase of his/her life.This is the span when we are chasing love(..yes I am correct about chasing because true love always escapes through window when you were waiting for it with open arms at your heart's door) ....well does that matters ?? No..because the real happiness lies in searching for the one and then chasing love down..well not literally (i.e. not literally only in a very few cases...) and i guess all writers of love stories give it a tragic end where either lovers die or their love dies..(second one happens to be more often).

Once my girlfriend was narrating me incidents from her friend's life who was helplessly in love with a guy and I was waiting for the story to end (for heaven's sake, why all girls are such a big story teller only god knows) and the story ended with the girl with her parents getting transferred to a different city (read Mumbai) I popped out a premeditated remark ..ohh... thats so tragic yar ..and she said rhetorically .."yessss.... its a true love story, its bound to have a tragic end" and I was helplessly adoring the reality of this rare wisecrack from her side (hope she doesn't reads this ). well well well ...the alcohol content of this liquor is ...or the nub of this blah blah is ...love and pain in the ass can be used synonymically and always refer to love as politicians refer to honesty ....that is "a rare but a soulful phenomenon". Here,before you, are a few of my writings as a greenhorn poet I penned at certain point of my life when I was a 16 year old boy in highschool helplessly in love with a really sweetheart girl..(well all girls with whom we happen to be in love are "a real sweety" till a certain span of time-(read till she finds your mistakes, enough in number, so as to walk away with a better guy)...ha ha just joking mate!!

You are my Destiny..
To run away from you
even when I try
in the lonely deserts sans light
a shadow comes, chasing my ways
like a pain echoes silience, in voids of night
you are my Destiny..
I know my past has nothing for you
know my present does whatever it can do
though I lack faith, yet I say
all dreams about my future belong to you
you are my destiny
its only a distances that always seperates us
but god's grace and a little luck operates us
like rain meets earth, when clouds desire
a little sweet desire, is what desperates us
you are my destiny
I am destined to meet you sometime
but you are supposed to wait till that time
heaven,hell,time nothing would stop us
when my eyes will be closed, you shall be mine.
you are my destiny..
the sweetest pleasure is the pain in your heart that you are unable to share .....!!!

and you know what.. being in love is a great feeling but the feeling of being loved is a greater one ..this one goes for the one in my college, whom i ignored that much which induced hate equivalent to the extent of love...!!
the dusky eyes
so bright and gay
in night and day
shining like moonlight sky
those dusky eyes
full off glee, full of sorrows
with glories of lovesome yesterdays, dreams for tommorow
wet and shiny behaving likewise
those dusky eyes
eyes with depths,eyes with peaks
speaks when silent, mute when speaks
but longed for me, otherwise
those dusky eyes
eyes won't welcome,any dream that crawls
eyes won't let any precious tear to fall
in my name, even when i die
those dusky eyes

let me know if you appreciate this .....!! thanks a lotzz..!!